Do you think I had a choice, either?! To become a Heroic Spirit, or to return to my source and cease to be, reincarnation never was an option to me no matter how much I wished for it!
[She can feel her temper boiling, perhaps assisted by the wine. Or perhaps it's simply anger she's been repressing for a thousand years finally reaching a breaking point. She knows, on some level, she shouldn't say anything. It's a pointless argument, just comparing their misery. But the way Jaune accuses her bites deep, and she spits her fury out at him like a weapon.]
Do you think I have everything I want?! The Hakuno here isn't mine, you brat, she's one from an alternate timeline! She only ever knew me as an enemy, the loyal Servant of a deranged madman, and certainly didn't share my feelings! I have everything I want?! This Hakuno has another Servant, a better one, who was able to save her, when in the end, I couldn't save mine- I couldn't even die with her, no matter how much I wanted to, because I got taken here instead! The King of Heroes saved this one, but I, the Heroic Spirit of a traitor, could do nothing but unwittingly lead her towards her death! So tell me, Jaune, exactly how is it that I have everything I want?! At least Pyrrha knows who you are!
[Her voice is cracked with bitterness, rage, resentment... But for all of her angry, biting words, most of it is directed at herself. She couldn't save Hakuno. She couldn't even die with her. And then the one here only recognized her as an enemy, and had a different Servant, who could save her... Tamamo has always hated herself, but this is a new level of it.]
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[She can feel her temper boiling, perhaps assisted by the wine. Or perhaps it's simply anger she's been repressing for a thousand years finally reaching a breaking point. She knows, on some level, she shouldn't say anything. It's a pointless argument, just comparing their misery. But the way Jaune accuses her bites deep, and she spits her fury out at him like a weapon.]
Do you think I have everything I want?! The Hakuno here isn't mine, you brat, she's one from an alternate timeline! She only ever knew me as an enemy, the loyal Servant of a deranged madman, and certainly didn't share my feelings! I have everything I want?! This Hakuno has another Servant, a better one, who was able to save her, when in the end, I couldn't save mine- I couldn't even die with her, no matter how much I wanted to, because I got taken here instead! The King of Heroes saved this one, but I, the Heroic Spirit of a traitor, could do nothing but unwittingly lead her towards her death! So tell me, Jaune, exactly how is it that I have everything I want?! At least Pyrrha knows who you are!
[Her voice is cracked with bitterness, rage, resentment... But for all of her angry, biting words, most of it is directed at herself. She couldn't save Hakuno. She couldn't even die with her. And then the one here only recognized her as an enemy, and had a different Servant, who could save her... Tamamo has always hated herself, but this is a new level of it.]